When we returned to the room and I started reading the lectures after freshening up, I felt goosebumps. The lectures do not discuss Ramayana chronologically but is a study of characters. Kishkindha finds mention right upfront though in the epic it comes much later.
The next day, we visited places with more recent works including a Hazararama temple which has carvings depicting the complete Ramayana on the walls. There was a Kothandarama temple that we skipped since the children were tired. I didn't think I would be going back. We visited a Vittala temple at dusk and it was another timeless moment. As I came out and looked back at the temple tower, standing still, bathed in the light from the setting sun, it looked immanent and our life so ephemeral in contrast.
Every inch I covered in Hampi had been covered by Lord Rama and Hanuman had grown up in these surroundings, climbing these rocky hills with ease. So when on the third day we had time, I thought of visiting the Kothandarama temple. One of the meditation techniques delineated in the book, 'The Book of Secrets' by Osho, a discourse on Vigyan Bhairav Tantra, Osho mentions that to drop from mind to heart, we should intone one sound and that sound should be something we love, something that creates a sound womb. And as an instance, he takes the chant 'Ram' and why many of us feel that it resonates with us. I am no different. It is like going home and sleeping on the most comfortable bed. So, that was the first temptation to visit this temple.
The second was because it was on the banks of Tungabhadra. What is it about waterbodies? Noisy or quiet, why do they tug at our hearts? There is something so pristine about water as if it introduces us to our own selves if only we could sit by it for a while quietly.
We took yet another scenic walk and reached the temple. What a blessing, not only because it was Rama but because though the temple structure was constructed during the Vijayanagara period, the idol itself was apparently from Treta yuga, when Sugriva got this carved. It is he and not Hanuman who is next to the divine trio, something never seen anywhere else.
After this, we headed for Malayavantha Raghunatha temple. I had no expectations, I felt so sated with this temple.
"This mountain with fully bloomed Arjuna flowers, further fragranced by Ketaka flowers is being anointed with downpours on a par with Sugreeva, who is anointed when his enemy is silenced. [3-28-9]
These lines from Kishkindha Kanda in Ramayana are spoken by Rama and I was there, in the cave Lord Rama had stayed for four months waiting for the rains to stop to resume the search for Sita. Rama is sitting as in dhyana without his bow and arrow, Lakshmana next to him with his hands joined in reverence, also without the characteristic weapons. Hanuman, who is usually bowing, is depicted with his hands open, displaying the chudamani Sita gave him to be shown to Rama as proof that he had met her. Right behind this cave, on a higher plane is a small temple with a Linga installed, consecrated and worshipped by Rama. For both the caves, the Vijayanagara rulers built a temple.
That evening, I was reading the passage where Rama expresses agony at Sugriva delaying the resumption of the quest and Lakshmana getting incensed as a result. Rama realises the effect his mood has had on his easily-provoked brother and quickly regains control. But Lakshmana is not so easily pacified and walks through these very forests, breaking a twig here, kicking a pebble there...
However beautiful a monument may be, however great a vacation, I have seldom felt the need to go back. But this time, I can say, the thirst to return is severe. And when I return, it is not to run from monument to monument, but to sit back and take in the silence, the beauty and the eternity it represents.
I also hope that the need for economic development does not lead to these rocky hills being quarried and destroyed. As if to remind me that that possibility very much exists, we saw a heavily quarried and defaced hill on the way back home. Well, even stones are not here permanently. Our presence is even shorter. Yet we try to create permanent relics and try to live forever. What will sustain, though, is if we make a place in the hearts of the people so that they speak of us in times to come. Be it Lord Rama or King Krishnadevaraya, that is what makes them immortal.
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