Your right arm cannot become your left; your head cannot become
the feet or vice versa, thus says Vasishta's Yoga.
No rocket science, that, we may well think. And yet, to remember
it at just the moment when we need it the most - when something we desire does
not bear fruition; when something we expect as inevitable proves evasive; when
something we aspire for goes beyond our reach - that is the real test.
When the hand that must pull you up tells you to stop instead,
when the person who is to open the door blocks the way, when the wind beneath
your wings clips it instead... Will anger, ranting and raving be of any use?
Will we overcome hurdles, pass through closed doors, fly on the strength of our
emotions?
If the hand stops, the door closes, the wing is clipped, is that
the end, or do you find new ways, new strength, new purpose?
Maybe the roadblock is meant to divert you to a different purpose.
Maybe your purpose was only to go thus far and no more. Maybe the hand pushes
you down so that you may jump higher.
Some lines from 'Murder in the Cathedral' that I am trying to
locate but have not: Your destiny turns so that the ultimate destiny be
achieved. If we knew that, maybe we would remember the words from Yoga Vasishta
always. But it is the obscurity, the mystery, the uncertainty that is like a
rite of passage, a test by fire that can consume us like wood or strengthen us
like steel.
When I think thus, I understand these verses from Bhagavad Geeta
better - Do your duty, do not worry about the results. With no expectations,
you are not affected by the consequences. And so, you take the next path that
opens up, that will open up...
And you will see it because anger did not blind you,
disappointment did not make you dejected. Because you will know that it is part
of the journey, a stopover to your final destination.
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